I snooze and I lose

Still no real change in routine.  Sleep till 4 or 5pm and stay up till 4 or 5 am.  Stay inside watching TV during the waking hours unless I have to see my probation officer or go to the grocery store.

Sometimes I'll just stay in bed for 24 hours and not even eat, watch tv, or anything.  I'm sure when I meet my maker I'm going to be yelled at for this.

I don't really want to do anything.  I think that people should quit having kids and in about 100 years mankind will cease to exist.  Be fruitful and multiply, my ass.

I read that resperdal isn't the best med if the person has depression or suicide ideation. oh well...I'm already maxed out on effexor.

I briefly skimmed through previous journal entries from when I first started entering them.  I'm embarrassed.

Jeepers, this is going to be a long life.   I don't know how people do it.  They are obviously made of tougher stuff than me.

I suck.