i need a cigarette
i don't know. i keep saying that leaving is not an option, but when he decides to sleep on the fucking couch with a bottle to piss in so that he doesn't have to come into the stupid bedroom to be in my fucking presence i wonder why the hell i am trying to be with someone who hates me so much!!!!!!
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sorry you are having tough times. was there an argument? if so, what about?
it was about therapy. and about how i make him feel like a horrible person. miracles DO happen, though. somehow we not only managed to get him off the couch and into the bedroom, but he was also warm and affectionate and expressed appreciation for what i do for him! i\'ve never gotten such a quick turnaround form him before. perhaps he is finally beginning to feel trust in me. in other words, i am starting to see a little evidence that my hard work is paying off.