I'm... ok...

I'm so tired... but I'm not sad or anything... Just, soul tired. Like I just want to go back to sleep for a few days so that I can have a good day again. I think I have to work tomorrow, but my phone's dead, so I'm not sure. I guess I'll charge it later, if I think about it. I really hope reincarnation is a thing. My mother and I had a conversation a few months ago, about how some people believe in reincarnation in such a way that the soul will have a life that teaches it something their past life lacked, so that it can reach nirvana or whatever. I like to think that my past life was a prick with way too much money and no happiness. This life is that I'm a wonderful person, with a wonderful mother, but I can't enjoy it. So.. the next life, I should be reasonably wealthy and really happy, right? Or a cat. I could handle being a cat in my next life. Gimme that sunbeam, I'm ready for a catnap. Or maybe a dog... Give me something simple, loving, loyal. I want to be loyal. I want to be the sort of creature that will sit beside you when you're having a bad day and be warm and loving and a little confused, because I don't remember what it means to be that sad.

... so... can I be a dog?