I\'m Back!!
Hey Everyone,Its Becka, i'm back! I want to say thank you to everyone for all your hugs and messages and i want to say a special thanks yo Bettybelle who came on here and let you all know what was going on.I missed you guys so much, i want to be honest with you guys so thats what i'm about to do and i know i may upset some people and might make some angry and i apologize in advance for that.I'm now out of hospital but not because i'm better but because i lied and said i was better. I was so petrified about talking and about being asked over and over whats going on inside my head and i dont know how to answer that i cant because i cant make sense of whats going on inside my head.So i told the doctor i was fine and was safe to go home but i dont really feel that way but i'm gonna try, i'm gonna try to keep myself safe.I know deep down i should've stayed in hospital and been somewhere i was safe but i'm a coward and i just couldn't.I want to say a special thank you to Aunty Robin for the support she gave me and a special thank you to Jules who phoned me whilst i was in there, i'm sorry i missed your call.Sending *HUGE huggles* to you ALL!!Luvya Loadsxoxox
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Becca - I\'m SO happy you\'re back and in one piece - stay that way will ya ? I PROMISE the days will get better and better - you\'ve just gotta roll with them, ya know ??
Take care and talk to ya soon!
Lots of LOVE from me !
OXXOXOXOXOXOXO
I see my comment from my cell was a good one -lol. Very happy to see you back :-)
i am glad you are back...but i still worry about you. i know being in a hospitl stinks, but docs are there to help you. if you lie, you will never fully get the help you need. try to hang in there. i am here for you.
Well I\'m really happy that you are safe. I know exactly what you mean I was also admitted to the psych ward twice and convinced them I was okay to go home. Unfortunatly the second time a day later I drove myself into an intersection pole, so just be REALLY careful about your feelings and talking to people, be honest and I\'m always here if you ever want to talk to me. I will email u my number, you can call me day or night. You will get better I promise it just takes time. LOTS O LOVE