I\'m Back!!
Hey Everyone,Its Becka, i'm back! I want to say thank you to everyone for all your hugs and messages and i want to say a special thanks yo Bettybelle who came on here and let you all know what was going on.I missed you guys so much, i want to be honest with you guys so thats what i'm about to do and i know i may upset some people and might make some angry and i apologize in advance for that.I'm now out of hospital but not because i'm better but because i lied and said i was better. I was so petrified about talking and about being asked over and over whats going on inside my head and i dont know how to answer that i cant because i cant make sense of whats going on inside my head.So i told the doctor i was fine and was safe to go home but i dont really feel that way but i'm gonna try, i'm gonna try to keep myself safe.I know deep down i should've stayed in hospital and been somewhere i was safe but i'm a coward and i just couldn't.I want to say a special thank you to Aunty Robin for the support she gave me and a special thank you to Jules who phoned me whilst i was in there, i'm sorry i missed your call.Sending *HUGE huggles* to you ALL!!Luvya Loadsxoxox
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xxx Im glad you are ok (but please try and be safe too) We care about you. Luv you too, and i have been thinking of you and still will because i can.
Stay safe, and Im here if you want to chat or whatever
xxx M
O BABY GIRL I AM GLAD UR BACK N GLAD UR DOIN BETTER,U HANG IN THERE N KNOW UR SPECIAL N I LOVE U LOTS,KEEP HANGIN IN HERE WITH US..HUGSSSSSS,ANN
I am so glad that you are b ack. I have been thinking so much about you but I always do. I love you 2. I am here if you need or want to talk. love you
Hang in there and please be safe and talk if you are feeling badly. I love you and hold you tightly in my heart always. Hugs to your Aunty, she is awesome and love jules too. I love you always.xxxx
Hi there glad to see you back and this time, if your worried or want to talk i am here for you big hugs to you and take care love Shirlsxx
glad your back and better. good luck with all your new friends.
Im soooo glad your ok (well out anyways) i hope you will stay strong and fight...
Ive missed you sooooooooooo much
Love you loads
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Don\'t feel bad about lying to get out...I recently did that. I felt like I was upsetting my husband and everyone else that knew I was in the hospital. I hope you can stay safe. Take care. Tonya
Glad to know you are safe, stay on the positive side, read and listen to things that will help you, here\'s a radio station online for positive alternative rock music www.air1.com , God bless you!
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glad ur bak...plz try keep urself safe honey...here if u need me...love ur sis xxxx
I hope you\'re okay...and if you start scaring yourself again, get yourself back there. It\'s hard but this is your life and it\'s worth living. Please take care of yourself...please.
honey i really dont know what to say except i love you and want you to get your life back on tract you are young and can build such a beautiful life for yourself and have a beautiful family of your own . you just have to believe in yourself . you can do it . i know you can love and hugs.gg
I hope things will continue to improve and I do apologise for not being here enough for you, but I am trying to. it\'s hard when my back in hurting alot or I am just very tired, but I\'m gonna keep trying to do my best, just like you are too! take care and lots of love and huggles!