I'm Back
I finally got my laptop back and I'm finally able to get back here and catch up. My desktop system downstairs is just soooo sloooowww. It got to frustrating to try to get here. But I'm back. Let's see, I made it through four days of work this week. Wednesday was a really bad day and I never even got out of bed until 4:30 in the afternoon. All I wanted to do was sleep to escape the horrible grief, sorrow and pain. So I did. Other than that, I've been ok. Even went to lunch with some folks from work on Tuesday and talked about Gene without breaking down in tears. However, on the way home from work today Gene's face popped into my head and I just started crying. I just never know when it's going to hit me. I'm going to catch up on my messages and hugs now.
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I\'m so happy to have you back!
Dear,dear friend.... Keep writing about your feelings! Blessings, Sandy
I know the cycle that you are going through. We will have a day that we can talk and not be overcome, but I am afraid (for now... it will lesson) we will be flooded with emotions the next day or so. Tuesday went a little better for you, and then the next day was horrible for you. This is normal and so are you. We do pay a little for our progress. Take care.
Mike
Hi Carol,
Happy you are able to \"be here\" again. I can so relate to what you say about the sudden tears. They just come out of nowhere sometimes and I can be anywhere, in the car, at the store, etc. Then the next day won\'t be as bad.
I truly hate the intolerable days like your Wednesday. Those times I find myself so angry at God, sad and tearful of my situation and feeling like I can\'t go on.
Apparently we are all experiencing this and it truly sucks!
But, as always, my love and good thoughts to you....Mo