I lucked out tonight and didn't have to see him.
I was suppose to meet my ex tonight at Verizon to split out the cell phone bill. His phone and tablet are on my bill. I've been stressing all day about it - making myself sick. He texted that he'd be 20 minutes late as he's buying school supplies for his youngest. The Verizon guy said I could just give him a phone number to call once I approved he could move the phones. I didn't have to see him - yea!! It's too soon. I'm not ready. He had the nerve to ask if everything was ok. No it's not ok!! It's only been 5 days!! Since he's with his girlfriend pretty sure he's in a different place than I am.
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Hon, whether he is or not, there is one thing he does not have. In fact a couple of things he does not have. Honour, trust, and respect. If they can do it with you, they can do it to you. You have a clear conscience that you tried your best. He has nothing. They will always be wondering where they are and with whom. That doubt will always be with them. Even if they are in the same room, just talking to a woman/man. That horrible feeling of what are they up to now. I know it is hard, but you will be fine. Cry if you have to. I cried so much that the Kleenex factory could not keep up production. If you do see them, just smile, turn around and walk away. You do not owe them anything. Hugs
I agree with Atpeacemary. Don't let him live on inside of you.