I hate my job

I've finally come to the conclusion that I hate my job.  I'm so bored with it and it's driving me nuts.  Unfortunately, I haven't been able to find anything else yet so I guess I'm stuck where I am for now.  My boss barely speaks to me and the workload is either feast or famine.  Right now it's famine.  I really wish something better would come along so I'll just have to keep looking. 
I don't have much ambition to do much around the house.  I manage to cook dinner for the kids on Monday nights but there's so much yard work to get done and I just can't seem to get out there and get it done.  Of course the weather hasn't been cooperating very much.  Seems it always rains on the weekends when I have the time to do it.  I miss Gene so much.  He'd always be around to help me get my mojo going, and now I don't have him around anymore.  Feeling sad today and just want to cry.