I hate my job
I've finally come to the conclusion that I hate my job. I'm so bored with it and it's driving me nuts. Unfortunately, I haven't been able to find anything else yet so I guess I'm stuck where I am for now. My boss barely speaks to me and the workload is either feast or famine. Right now it's famine. I really wish something better would come along so I'll just have to keep looking.
I don't have much ambition to do much around the house. I manage to cook dinner for the kids on Monday nights but there's so much yard work to get done and I just can't seem to get out there and get it done. Of course the weather hasn't been cooperating very much. Seems it always rains on the weekends when I have the time to do it. I miss Gene so much. He'd always be around to help me get my mojo going, and now I don't have him around anymore. Feeling sad today and just want to cry.
I don't have much ambition to do much around the house. I manage to cook dinner for the kids on Monday nights but there's so much yard work to get done and I just can't seem to get out there and get it done. Of course the weather hasn't been cooperating very much. Seems it always rains on the weekends when I have the time to do it. I miss Gene so much. He'd always be around to help me get my mojo going, and now I don't have him around anymore. Feeling sad today and just want to cry.
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I\'m all seems to be bringing you down at once. The thing is, you are so early in grieving the loss of your Mom. You are not finding comfort and a way to work through that...of course on top of losing your husband...whom you would have gone to to talk about losing your Mom. Your work doesn\'t seem to be any comfort either. I think you are just plain going through so much at once...no wonder you feel like you have no energy to live right now. Our bodies do not want to cooperate and our brains do not want to think when our hearts are broken into pieces. I say...hang in there with your job for now, but please find a way to work through all the feelings and emotions that you are going through. And...yeah...the weather....it has been one of the worst winters on record....we all just plain \"need\" sunshine.
Sending you bunches of hugs...
-Diana
I meant it all seems, not I\'m all seems.... it\'s early in the morning and I guess I\'m not totally awake yet...
Thanks Diana. I\'m just trying to make it through and hope that God shows me the way out of this darkness I\'m in.