Hurry up and wait.

I am slowly getting impatient. I am all ready to get things done with my bills and just waiting for the money is bugging me and acting up my OCD. Every day has been full of stuff to do so I haven't started the things I've been wanting too, and I haven't been getting any rest either. On my first day off (like I really get them) I am going to nap all afternoon. I swear I have talked to more lawyers in the last few months than a Wall Street exec. Now I need to find one about my taxes that will be due next year. That will be the 6th lawyer this year. Oh what a life. I feel like I am teetering on a high but a low at the same time I think I have been cycling real rapidly the last few days. I keep forgetting my am meds and I know that may be part of it. Well tomorrow is another day and I guess I will give it a try again if I don't just come home and sleep. I am supposed to take the pooch to the spay for her nails and stuff. She really needs it so I guess I am going to have to push myself. mabye I can rest on wednesday.