Holiday blues

Well, it's hit me hard today.  Thanksgiving is tomorrow and it's just one more holiday without Gene.  I've been crying most of the day.  Woke up crying, went to work, left early and came home crying again.  I miss him so much.  I never loved anyone the way I love him still.  My son and I are going to dinner tomorrow at my sister in laws so at least we won't be here alone.  Just have to get through tomorrow.

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lindalun
lindalun

I am so sorry and understand what you are going through. I am having a hard day also, last night I was crying at Walmart while picking up things for thanksgiving. This morning I stopped at his grave and talked to him and cried remembering how thanksgiving used to be before. Came to work and have been crying. It is so hard during the holidays. Hope we make it through tomorrow. Hugs Linda
deleted_user
deleted_user

this has to be the worst year ever. I cried all day today too. I certainly hold you close in my heart Carol because you are always giving me just what I need. The only thing that makes me feel even the least amount better is that I know Phil is not sick anymore. There are so many memories but they can be more painful than anything else sometimes. We can and WILL get through this. sandy
feliciac
feliciac

I know sweetie, remember I told you this would happen. Please know that I have been thinking about you since October knowing the holidays were coming. I am glad you guys did decided to to and not have dinner at your house. I\'ll be thinking of you!!!!!!!!!!!!! XOXOXOX