Holiday blues

Well, it's hit me hard today.  Thanksgiving is tomorrow and it's just one more holiday without Gene.  I've been crying most of the day.  Woke up crying, went to work, left early and came home crying again.  I miss him so much.  I never loved anyone the way I love him still.  My son and I are going to dinner tomorrow at my sister in laws so at least we won't be here alone.  Just have to get through tomorrow.