Holiday

I went on a weekend holiday to the Islands, and I enjoyed myself! Ofcourse I though of my beautiful angel constantly, how if she were here I wouldn't even be able to go on holiday. But she isn't, even though I could give my own life in exchange for her. So the best I can do is live life for the both of us. I carry her everywhere I go in my heart, when I see a beautiful sunset, I say to her, "look Sinza, have you seen that? wow." I must seem like a crazy woman, talking to "myself", but I don't care. I have someone with me, the rest of the world just don't see her like I do. So this weekend I learnt to enjoy life with my girl..we have done too much crying already, and did some more when we got home, but it doesn't erase the bold step we just took! Love you baby girl!