Heartbroken I feel so defeated

 Heartbroken I feel so defeated  I feel like my hearts been ripped from my chest I feel so broken and sad this divorce is winning taking over every single thought process I can't get back to where I need to be friends are great   I'm grateful for them but I feel like a burden when I talk about things aren't you tired of hearing about them? Am I ever going to heal I feel alone I need words of encouragement... help!!