Got the whyyyyy blues today

Well the whole why can't I have what I want thing going on today.  Been doing the online dating thing for a few days now.  Good news is, I got a snazzy date right away, well what I thought was a snazzy date.  From online, dude looked terrific, like the perfect catch,  (you know when things are to good to be true)  looked good, has big fancy house and cars and owns a real estate business.  So, okay,  I'm thinking what's the catch here.  starts out okay,  I'm being careful cause I don't want to end up the victim of some rapist of serial killer.  Maybe a little overly cautious,  but maybe that saved my life, I don't know.  I could look at it that way.  Dude was way to serious,  seemed to cling to misery and anger and being smart assed to the world.  I cling to anger and missery and try not to be smart assed to the world.  Anyway I was still hopeful but after the date it was all "well it was nice to meet you" and "it was nice talking to you" which to me means "not interested" in a nice way.  There could be so many reasons why this took place, but for me it's about greed.  I wanted some of that fun stuff that money can buy that I've not had before.  yes I'm being greedy.  That's the truth behind the frown.  Maybe knowing this can help me move on.