Good things come to those who wait.
Nine years of batteling this desiese and finally stability. Well as close to it as I have ever been. For almost a year now my newest cocktail of meds is still working. I am getting goals and jobs done. I have been applying my self to three new projects and they are all coming through well. The best one of all is I have been approved for a work at home job on my schedule. I still rapid cycle but to very mild degrees; and I have been diligent in taking my meds. I am excercising and staying involved in my families lives. I am learning to work with my BP not against it or being pushed by it. One little battle at a time I am winning the war. I finally know again what it is to feel happy not just numb, without being hyper and manic. My support network is growing and so is my strength. I know it may only last a while until my meds are no longer effective; and I have to try something new again, but for now the world is mine. Every day brings a new reason to be alive. Thank you all at DS for being my friends....Tim
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