Getting through the week

One more day to make a whole week at work.  I've again managed to keep myself busy, so it's been easier this week.  I woke up crying again this morning.  I had a dream about Gene that he had his arm around me and I felt so much peace it was unbelievable.  Then the stupid alarm went off and there I was crying again. My body seems to be giving itself a rest right now.  I haven't really sobbed uncontrollably for a couple of days.  I guess its true that our bodies know how to grieve and when to rest.  The tears are still only hiding behind my eyes just waiting to fall.  I know I am sleeping too much right now but it gives my soul a chance to rest before I have to force my body up again to face the grief and sorrow.   It's really a beautiful day here today so I have something to be thankful for today.  I try to recognize at least one good thing everyday.  It seems to help for at least a few moments.