Finals are over

So..it's the last week of the semester.  Finals are now over for me.  I got an A in both classes thankfully. Anxiety is with me today as with almost every day lately.  I am not totally freaking out.  I am aware that is what it is and I just become angry with myself over the whole thing. 
I guess as things start to slow down and I have too much time to think on my hands it will probably only get worse.  I know that historically it is always worse for me in the winter....that does not make it any easier.
It seems ridiculous to know that you are probably doing it to yourself and yet still have no control over it.  I re-read these sometimes and feel as though all I do is repeat myself.  It's true my memory has been worse lately as well. 
It has been very foggy the last few mornings.  That can be kind of creepy as well.  It makes everything sound oddly hushed around you.  I wish that I could find comfort in  something that seems to "blanket" you but anything that blocks off the sunshine typically freaks me out.
oh well...only another hour of work and then home to wrap presents and hopefully knit a bit on the projects I am trying to finish for xmas.