Feeling A Little Weak Today

Today I'm just feeling a little weak in my mind.  I was thinking things I normally wouldn't now since I've "sobered up" from the rage.  But I think it's because I've been stuck at home all week and today was supposed to be the day I would go shopping with my kids.  Of course, the snow storm hit and ruined my plans.  
When I feel stressed, my rage rises and my thoughts go crazy.  It was one of those days.  My kids were stressing me out big time.  Not to mention I'm not much of an animal lover, and we're kitty sitting for my in laws.  He's just a little kitten, but I can't wait to give him back!  He chewed through the cord of my expensive headset for gaming.  (Thank God my fiance got a warranty on it!)  It was just nuts.  I hate chaos...
So, now that my fiance is home, I'm feeling much better.  But I really wasn't liking the way I was feeling earlier.  I know it's still soon, but I'm trying really hard to get over the things that anger me.  I don't want to take any steps back because I feel like I'm doing a good job moving forward.  It's a learning experience, and I know it's going to take some time.
I am getting better though.  I can see the changes in me, and so can other people.  My best friend said she noticed I seem more peaceful now and calm.  And I hope to keep it that way!  So, tonight I am going to give myself some "me" time to unwind and let the weight fall off of my shoulders.  We all need to do that once in a while...