Feel Like Isolating
Not feeling very good today. I can't get my thoughts together to form anything worthwhile and its frustrating me. I think its partly due to being so tired from not sleeping well and "acting" all day like I'm ok when in reality Im not. I kinda feel like isolating myself from everything and everyone right now. Im not happy about the new year, I feel I have nothing to look forward to. I don't know what else to say for now.
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Take today off if you need to, and you can keep yourself safe. But you must be able to keep yourself safe. 2 more days, P. You can do it, 2 more days.
I am sorry you\'re not feeling well...Stay strong Pagan! It is the New Year\'s eve holiday and that too intensifies hopes, feelings expectations! I noticed you said you feel like you\'re not able to put thoughts together for anything worthwhile.... I hope you can just allow yourself to live in the NOW - without judgement. I know it\'s hard.. peace, Mark
I hope you\'re feeling a little bit better Pagan! It\'s the 2nd today....just another day, really. I think society puts lots of pressure and stress on the New Year holiday but I try to just float through it.
Sending good thoughts your way. (((hugs)))
Acting is SO exhausting. I feel your pain. I act so much I don\'t even know who I am sometimes. You know, where our personalities start and the illness end. I hope you feel better soon. I was reading your profile and see that you suffer more of the depression than mania. That\'s exactly me. I do get hypomania, but sometimes I just don\'t know anything but survival mode. Hang in there. I don\'t know what meds your on, but maybe we should compare notes. Message me anytime if you want as I would love to bounce ideas around that could help you or me. I did recently get put on a med that is helping A LOT. It\'s off label for depression but I can tell a huge difference.