Fed up
I have had them for 10 months in my anus I never new what it was and did not think much about it till a friend told me I should get it looked at so I did. After finding out on 1/31/12 that I got warts it really scared me a lot so I was told not to have sex till the warts are gone. OK NP so what shall we do doc? he sprayed my anus with that Nitro it sting some what but was OK after the 3rd visit I'm told so sorry the treatment has not done one thing for you! Oh just great now what? He tells me I need to see a dermatologist and that he could put a needle in my ass with some kind of drug that will kill the wart? I am think what the F are you telling me that dose not sound to fun to me! So OK I check when I can see the dermatologist some time in late June ahh that is nuts! I'm so upset thinking why even both doing any of this? I tell my GP I read Studies show that 90% of individuals are able to clear HPV when exposed in 2 years I ask him is that with treatment? He says no its with doing nothing at all. So why am I going though hell having treatment when your body can clear it in 2 maybe 3 years. I am so messed up I just don't know what to do anymore.03/1/12
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Another, hmmm. I wish I had more education about this. I understand how frustrated you are. I think it is the same with the vaginal ones because you can\'t put those creams on that area. Heck-- I would not even go feeling around up there to see what was going on. I know that sounds stupid but I don\'t even like looking at all of it--I would never make it as a lesbian. What I like though is that you are getting yourself ready--you are going to be so ready to do this there will be not a bit of hesitation--you are going to get this done I feel it!
Aug 5
Oh I hear you I stop looking at the warts its bad enough I feel them every time I take my shower and by looking at them just makes my day go bad and then I start to get down so its just best to not go there! I am more or less ready I dream of them being removed I want this over with the itch can make you mad as you well know I got some cream for it but i try not to use it thinking its maybe better to let my body deal with it. but the day the hospital calls me i will be more then ready to get my ass burnt and then I hope i won\'t have to deal with this ever again my GP sure seems to think once I get this done it won\'t come back I hope he is right he said he has seem many cases like mine and after surgery it was over so lets pray on that. one thing is i\'m happy its not being done in the summer so i can enjoy it and not be stuck inside if its done in the winter that will be great. thxs for reading my blog :)
Aug 10
I am pissed off at are health care system! It\'s been 14 months I have this pain in my ass! 6 months ago I found out I got this I have seen 4 doctors one even laugh saying it was not a big deal sure it\'s not in your ass doc! I have seen 2 surgeons one was so rude then I saw another one he was ok but said that his skill was not for this. So now I\'m waiting again to hear back from surgeon number 3 his office told me to wait for them to call me some time in November and that is just to let you know the date hell that could be feb or march next year for all I know it?! So this is how are free medical system works! For all I know I could have cancer by the time they get to me! So if you live in the USA be very glad you and from what I keep reading it seems you get treatment fast! Maybe i need to fly out and get better care cause Canada sucks big time if you need medical help!!!!!!
Sept 4
Oh my God can not believe how bad are medicare is here! its been 7 months I have had no real treatment I saw a surgeon in June that treated me very bad then I waiting to see another surgeon in July who said he did not know how to do this sent me to another hospital and now I\'m on a waiting list to see surgeon #3 some time in NOV that would mean 9 months with zero treatment and then if DR#3 can do it what will the wait time be another 6 months maybe a year or ? I am having a melt down I can\'t take this any more! the itch is making me crazy the waiting the gross feeling it gives you I\'m fed up!
Sept 12
So today I called the hospital to see how much longer will it be to see the surgeon? Well the lady said that they had my name in the system but it was blank and so was my file WTF! Said that the last dr I saw faxed it to you July 17 and I went in person to the hospital July 30 to show my paper and thinking maybe I would move up the line? I said its been 2 month and your telling me you lost my info! And was told that I now will have to wait another 4 months on top of the 2 months which is 6 months! It\'s no wonder I am going crazy with this HPV I can not get any help it\'s been one bad dr from the next one laught at me said enjoy life and it will go away. Then it was a surgeon that ranted to me about not talking French and miss treated me very badly I saw another surgeon and he was to young and said he did not know how to remove them off my ass. Now I wait and wait for the next step yet I read stories on here how everyone is getting treatment which is good you guys are lucky cause here they don\'t care about you!
Sept 17
Called the hospital I was in a bad mood time to give them \" hell\" I was told they got the fax finally told them don\'t try not to lose it this time! so when can I see the DR. I ask? well we just got your file so you have to wait 4 months sir. I told her its your Dept that messed up but i\'m the one that pays the price and i will not put up with that any more! I need a date right now I can not sit and wait all this time again (i had to make it sound really bad) that I was in pain and the itch was making me crazy she then said ok i think if you call my in 2 weeks I\'ll know better and it should not be to long. Yeah right! I\'ll call my dr. next week and tell him to do something its not right that I am not getting treatment. fed up with hpv and doctors and the system its no good here in Canada!
Sept 26
I am so itchy it\'s making me feel so crazy!!!
Oct 2
Wow its been 8 month I\'ve had no treatment NOT that I have not tried to get help! The system here is broken doctors are just over worked under paid and who suffers...... ME and YOU! I keep having to sit and wait and wait only to find out they lost my file. its hard to stay calm! last few days I though the warts have moved to my penis which I went crazy! But now I think I was just seeing things how HPV mess with your mind!!!
Oct 10 2012
Called the hospital they said at the end of this month I should have a date for November to see the surgeon. will see......
Nov 1
I am fed up! I have tried every way to get treatment here in Quebec the system is very bad here! I had handed in my referral back in July only to find out in Sept that the hospital (MGH) had lost my file and now I was pushed to the back of the line. Today I was told that I will have to wait till Jan 2013 It will be a full year of trying to get just one doctor to help Me I am going nuts with GW its been a real pain in my ass!
Nov 17
My mood is up and down but in all I\'m doing a lot better. A friend of mine told me about a private clinic called Endovision they specializing in colonoscopy and are part of the Canadian Society of Colon and Rectal Surgeons. So I email them a few days ago just telling them how unlucky I been in finding a surgeon and all that has happen to me and if they could help me or know who can. I did not think they would write back but the next day I got an email saying they talk to one of there surgeons that removes the warts I was so excited! and was told to call the dr the next day which I did thinking it be a few months like all the others. But when they said come in next week Nov 21 I was yeah I\'ll be there! I don\'t want to get to excited cause this will be surgeon no.3 I hope he is the one! I want this to be over with but I know the down side about getting HPV it can come back which sucks! Anyway wish me luck
Nov 27
2 more days and I will see the new surgeon I sure hope he is the \" one\" that can help remove them. All I can say is the itch has all most gone its been 18 months i try not to think about it so much I got it I can\'t change it so life has to go on I am just very lucky that ?I have good friends and a lover
Dec 20
OK been slow to update I saw the surgeon he checked me out and wants to go in the O.R. and burn them off he does not do laser which I think is better? from what i read but the big problem is if i want to see this other doctor that can do it the wait time is 1 to 3 years which I think is crazy. So I\'m going to go with the burning it off some time in Jan or Feb 2013 and hope that he is wrong that it won\'t come back so soon sure i know the virus is in me for life but it can go dormit wish me luck.
Jan 3 2013
still waiting for surgery hard to get over how long it takes to get help here! i just want this to be over with and move on.
Jan 10, 2013
Well I got the call yesterday I go for PRE-OP on the 23 and surgery Jan 31 I\'m excited to finally see something getting done Yah! But I\'m really scared from all i read about the pain after I hope I will be ok I have to be I put up with so much crap with the medical system here! and to boot the MD that I saw in May that was rude with me just called today to set up surgery with him LOL that guy would never touch my ass again!