family

today a cd was sent to the house with pics of "my family" or half of it my dads side  pics i havent seens before the early ones must go back to 1900 or earlyer all these people i dont know all with a link some how to me  it felt very strange ,i grew up alone for relatives all i had was mum dad and sister i rarly saw anyone else  now i see a disk of around 20 people the oldest pic looked like a charls dickens  filmat a poor house  to think i have some kind of past ?the only past i had so far was dads dad who hated me my granmar who died when i was 7 and i only saw 4 times  grandad was already dead dads mum died when i was 7my anuty died when i was 7  wow i never realised they all died then the first time i thought about it  everyone died that year even the stranger on the road