Dreariness

When I think to much about how much of my time is spent dealing with assholes I get really really depressed and feel helpless to do anything more, I have no interest in relationships so getting a man is out.  (or woman, however one's ball bounces, mine would be a man) I do not want to socialize anymore than is absolutely necessary.  People, even nice ones usually follow rules that I don't care about, and rules that make them seem fake, then you got the ones who have no rules and they are usually assholes.  I have to deal with assholes constantly and try to convince them to get off drugs for their kids' sake, and they rarely do.  Or convince them to leave the man who is beating the shit out of them alone, but again, they rarely do.  then I come to work and the other employees got to act like assholes too?  At least I have my immediate family, my parents and my child.  I don't spend enough time with them though because I have to spend to much time unwinding from all the assholes I have to deal with day in and day out, so that I don't have a nasty attitude with any of them.  If I didn't have them, yeah I'd probably have already pulled the plug on this life.