Don't know what's up
I finally got past the anxiety and felt good on Saturday. Sunday and Monday I was ok but tired. Today I am not sure what the deal is. I am not exactly having full anxiety. It is more like waves of discomfort. I have no idea why I am having such a bad stretch. Sure a few things have changed this last couple of weeks. Class is getting harder and my boss left so I am the only IT person until May 1st. On my internal stress meter though it does not seem nearly as stressful to me as when my boss retired last year. I have a lot less people on my ass these days and even though I have been pretty busy things have been going ok. I am almost done with my comp science final project..another raspberry pi project. This time I am using it to create a timer for drip irrigation on my patio. Steve helped me build the drip system on Sunday afternoon. Now all I have left to do is change the timer for the pi and see if the wireless remote that I hacked will reach through the wall to the patio.
Sunday I had wayyyyy too much coffee and my heart was pounding crazy fast. I know I need to find a way to give up the coffee and smoking. If only it were that easy.
Still not sure why I am having these waves today. Everything is fine, I am def. not sick. If anything it seems like an easy day. I guess this is what frustrates me about this disease. Just can't find a reason for the issue. Grrrr
Sunday I had wayyyyy too much coffee and my heart was pounding crazy fast. I know I need to find a way to give up the coffee and smoking. If only it were that easy.
Still not sure why I am having these waves today. Everything is fine, I am def. not sick. If anything it seems like an easy day. I guess this is what frustrates me about this disease. Just can't find a reason for the issue. Grrrr
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