Does it ever end? Seriously....

As you may know, my girlfriend Jessyka and I broke up back in February (right before valentine's day). She & I had an amazing relationship...for a while..... The first bit was amazing, I hadn't ever been happier, and I was ready to marry her even though we had barely been together, but things took a turn for the worse and she was all of a sudden super cold and distant from me. We've become friends again, for a while there we talked about getting back together because we do love one another, but she flipped on me again and I closed the door on that one. I still love her with all my heart, but I can't handle the emotional roller coaster. She lives on the island (im on the mainland) so there's a ferry ride between us.. and her and my best friend scott started talking a lot, and even when her and I barely spoke she was still talking to him.. all the time... I had my suspicions, but I wasn't overly concerned, I'm not the jealous type and I trusted them both. So.. Jess & Scott have been talking for a while, they became best friends and I didn't care, I was happy they were such good friends because it made it easier on her and I. So.. today I was on the phone with my friend amanda (scott's ex gf and my ex bfs current gf) we were talking about jess and scott, mainly just talking about our exs, and we were talking about how scott is apparently seeing someone, and she told me that his new girl apparently has a 2 year old kid..... I talked to her about how jess suddenly became super distant with me even though she was talking about wanting to get back together.. we put 2 and 2 together.. Scott always has to make trips to the island for work and recently has made a few recreational trip to jess' town.. So.. I texted Jess and asked her if they were together, or "seeing" one another, and she asked me why i thought that, well that was the first admission of 'guilt', if they weren't, she would have said no immediately, so after a while she finally texts me back and then scott texts me as well asking why i thought that (she talked to him) long story short... my best friend/ex boyfriend is going after my ex girlfriend now.... The drama in my group NEVER ends.. I seriously thought our group was as messed up as it could get. My best friend Amanda stole my boyfriend Adam of 2.5 years, cheated on her boyfriend Scott with adam (kissed him while she was drunk), Amanda & Scott broke up, Amanda and Adam got together, Scott and I slept together, and now Scott is going after my ex gf Jessyka... ? WTF?! I found out all of this this morning before I had to go to class and do a presentation.. I hate presentations & I hate public speaking... So I was already stressing out today.. By the time I got home all I could think about was grabbing a cider, I wanted a drink so bad... I just wanted to slam it and just relax.. but instead I quickly changed and went out in the POURING rain for a run. I was on the phone with Amanda for the first portion so I was walking, but I ran half way up this suuper steep hill that I used to run up and then I ran up the stair case i used to run up. This was back in 2010 that I did this, back when I injured my knee (on the very same hill). injuries have caused me to be so out of shape compared to where i used to be... but I'm going to work back to being as athletic and in shape as i used to be! My body tends to fail me when I get stressed out, so old injuries act up, and muscles just hurt.. my carpal tunnel has been having a hell of a time with it too, but I'm managing to make it through, The worst is my hips... mainly my left one, but it was just okay enough i could go for a nice run and relieve some stress. I always run through a park too, but today I stopped and sat on a bench in the pouring rain and just sat there... I was probably sitting there for at least half an hour.. Then I got up, grabbed a stick and smashed it into pieces against a tree... Much better than the alternative which would have been punching the tree... I kind of wanted to.... and then I continued on and walked around, ran a little more and only turned in when my hip started to act up real badly. I didnt want to come back in, I liked feeling free... but I had been outside in the rain for almost 2 hours... I finally felt alive again...