did it
I finally did it, I mailed back the wedding RSVP with regrets, making a short note to steph expressing how sorry I am I cant attend, what a relief to have done it.
I shouldn't of weighed myself at my sisters last night, I thought I may have lost a bit and I didn't, I gained a pound, I was so mad. I don't know what to do anymore.
tonight is book club and I have to make myself go, whether I want to or not. I haven't been in a long time and I need to get out there, even if I only stay for 1 1/2 hours. on Thursday I am meeting with meg, we talk but haven't seen each other in ages, though my own fault, I will bring nala, meg has newfouflands. whenever we do meet up it is just like old times, fall right back in, I have to make an effort, meg has reached out many times.
nothing more to say, it is all junk
I shouldn't of weighed myself at my sisters last night, I thought I may have lost a bit and I didn't, I gained a pound, I was so mad. I don't know what to do anymore.
tonight is book club and I have to make myself go, whether I want to or not. I haven't been in a long time and I need to get out there, even if I only stay for 1 1/2 hours. on Thursday I am meeting with meg, we talk but haven't seen each other in ages, though my own fault, I will bring nala, meg has newfouflands. whenever we do meet up it is just like old times, fall right back in, I have to make an effort, meg has reached out many times.
nothing more to say, it is all junk
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*hugs* it\'s not junk. I like knowing what you do for your day, even if it seems like you are repeating yourself (something I always fear doing). I hope you make it to your book club... it sounds like fun!
thanks larissa,journaling does seem to help me get things out even the same old stuff, and I love reading yours. it was good to make myself go last night and it was good to see everyone, next is to increase my time when somewhere. hugss
I am happy you got that mailed off. It is hard not to attend, but if it would put you in a bind, you did the right thing. I am wishing you a peaceful weekend and just know that I am thinking of you
thanks lucy, it was a very hard thing to do but I felt such a relief to have done it. after work is over today, I sure hope for peace.