diary
read some of my diary 2002 -2003
maybe i had more to say back then
i typed lots
now i get sick of hearing myself
yes things are odd now
and i do have self harm images quite strong
to fight this confusuion
but i am older
and i can cope with suffering
the pointless ness of it all is a big issue
maybe i had more to say back then
i typed lots
now i get sick of hearing myself
yes things are odd now
and i do have self harm images quite strong
to fight this confusuion
but i am older
and i can cope with suffering
the pointless ness of it all is a big issue
Replies
i always find that when i get sick of
hearing myself, i\'m on the verge
of the depression lifting.
maybe the self harm urge is just a habit?
a left over?
what do you mean by the pointless ness of it?
I imagine you mean that we are so insignificant that the suffering
doesn\'t matter. I kind of like that.
we are so insignificant that the suffering
doesn\'t matter....yes you got it ....odd isnt it
so maybe we don\'t have to suffer?
thats sort of where the thoughts lead to ..but i also feel nothing of anything