Depression is bad

I got two kittens hoping it would lift my depression - it hasn't.My memory is still not working - read a novel and only understood about 50% of it.Everything I do takes enormous effort.I can only stand to be in a public place alone for so long.Weekend before last I ran errands two days in a row and it was sensory overload.I could go to the grocery store and buy something for dinner to make but I don't want to.