Day 2 since "the talk"
So he is not speaking to me but still made me dinner last night and made me a lunch and coffee this morning. I tried to say thank you and got only mumbled responses. He was asleep last night before 8:30 and whether he was actually still asleep this morning or not appeared to be until after it was time for me to get ready for work.
I am looking at apartments. It is very disheartening to see what you can actually afford, especially if you want some kind of yard for the dog. I don't have the heart pounding today but I still feel vaguely sick. The thought of trying to separate all our things accumulated over ten years seems overwhelming. I asked the general manager for a discounted apartment yesterday...he said he would see what he could do. I hate having to ask the company for favors but it's my best chance of not ending up in the ghetto right now. At least school is done for the week although I have another mountain of homework. Creative writing is not one of my favorite things for sure.
I am looking at apartments. It is very disheartening to see what you can actually afford, especially if you want some kind of yard for the dog. I don't have the heart pounding today but I still feel vaguely sick. The thought of trying to separate all our things accumulated over ten years seems overwhelming. I asked the general manager for a discounted apartment yesterday...he said he would see what he could do. I hate having to ask the company for favors but it's my best chance of not ending up in the ghetto right now. At least school is done for the week although I have another mountain of homework. Creative writing is not one of my favorite things for sure.
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I only wish for you the very best and hope everyone will heal well.
I\'m glad I had a wonderful marriage were we were just best friends, most of the time, and worked it out the rest of the time and knew the grass was only greener on the other side of the fence because someone was applying fertilizer and pulling the weeds and watering everything well.
Gentle ((hugs))
:-) Patricia
Dear Freaky One,
Your a collage student, most apartment complexes give students a 10% discount on their apartments. All you need is a valid student ID. I know as I did it. Everyone knows that college students are broke so there is no shame in this. Most retailers and restaurents gives us young and attractive students a discount as well. Might as well take what is offered, Lord knows these days.
YOU CAN DO THIS. Screw the anxiety, do not let it beat you. I believe in you!!!