Cried all day

I literally cried all day yesterday, and I'm not feeling that much better this morning. It would be so easy to just crawl back into bed and stay there for the day.  So much easier than getting dressed and going to work.  I seem to take one step forward and two steps back.  My sister in law and her mom came by yesterday afternoon and stayed for a while.  It made me feel better to have them here.  She has a beautiful new baby girl just two months old.  My sister in law has suffered her own losses and is so understanding and provides me with great insight into my grief.  Her mom lost her husband and her son and she was also very helpful.  My brother called me from Ohio yesterday and I was crying so bad I could hardly talk.  I felt bad because he felt helpless being so far away.  I have to tell people that they are helping just by being there.  There isn't anything else they can do for me right now.