Could this day start any worse?-anxiety

DS is still not working...now regular meebo on the fritz also?  the dog is sick...I am having an anxiety attack.  He has a meeting in Sacramento today so he cannot stay home with the dog...I guess I will have to stay home...maybe I can run in for my meeting and then come right back.  I am so tired but the anxiety will not let me sleep.  This has been a long week with DS not working but it told me I am counting on it way too much.  No one and nothing can save me.  It's save myself or drown.  Pathetic as it is ...it's mine and I have to be the one to fix it.  Still...miss talking to my DS friends.