complicated

Seriously I always have to make things more complicated.  As if there wasn't already enough going on.  I kept seeing the new guy and on saturday I let him spend the night...of course who shows up at my door at 7am sunday with coffee in hand??  ...yep my ex.  It was not good..  He was very upset and left but kept texting me and wanted me to get the rest of my stuff out of the house so Sunday Remi and I went down to the house and loaded up the rodeo.  Later in the day though he decided he still loves me and wants to work things out...of course he still said he's not going to totally go without the beer but he wants to work on things.  He has been texting me non stop ever since and calling and took me to lunch two days in a row. 
I have a confirmed surgery date of july 12th so at least that will be over soon.  I'm not freaking out yet but I am sure I will once it gets closer.  He is still going to help me with the dog while I have the surgery...at least for now..he is coming over tonight to talk and I suspect he is going to ask me to stop seeing the new guy so that could change.  He has already asked me to put my rings back on and I refused.
Halfway through another week.  Tired and ready for the weekend again.