christmas day-weirdness-extra dose

All in all it was a pretty good day.  I got a netbook for christmas and i'm trying it out right now.  Most of the day I felt pretty good but shortly before we ate I started to feel really down for no reason that I could think of and then I felt like the anxiety was coming.  It's christmas and I didn't want it to be a screwed up day so I took an extra dose.  It's probably the chicken shit way out but shortly after I felt better and was able to relax and enjoy the rest of the day.  Everyone seems happy with their gifts and dinner was really good.  We watched a couple of movies together. It is only 730 but it feels like midnight.  I took out my contacts and am curled up with a cup of coffee(yes i know i'm supposed to be cutting it out but im splurging for xmas). 
I have no idea where the earlier depression and unease came from.  I know I have a hard time relaxing and that changes in routine often freak me out but everyone is in a good mood and he's not drinking very much.
I hope all my friends here on DS have had a peaceful relaxing day.  and it's over again for another year.