I haven't written in a long time.. I haven't really felt the desire to write recently to be quite frank. A lot has happened in the past while, a lot that I don't really feel like writing out except that I think it may be a good idea to write about the potential of cervical cancer. For 3 years now I've experienced pain during intercourse, and a decreased libido; more recently it has gotten to be so severe that I have absolutely no sex drive whatsoever (i can't even get my self going) and it is excruciatingly painful trying anything (fingering/vibrator). I have an appointment to get checked out August 1st, but I'm trying to accept the fact that it could be cervical cancer and it is something that I will have to deal with and be okay with. I have a lot of the key symptoms of cervical cancer which is why it's a possibility: pain during intercourse, irregular menstrual cycle, bleeding during/after sex, discharge not related to menstrual cycle, strange odour.... these were all things I just kind of ignored and lived with, making excuses for everything.. I'm just concerned it could be cervical cancer and if it is I want to know ASAP.