brain dump 2

I cant still feel my heart and chest hurting so much.

I want to talk to my boyfriend but I promised myself I'd wait till he contacted me first.....I keep having thoughts that he's spending time with the girl he has a crush on and I have to keep telling myself, " so what if he is? You trust him it's fine."

I want to just punch something or hurt someone, I think I'm having a relapse into depression.

I'm gonna go for a walk....I need something