Been Awhile Since I Journaled!
Wow - it's been awhile since I wrote a journal entry. Probably not a good thing! So much has happened.
After months of dragging things out, both me and my ex are finally moving on. We both signed the papers last week, and now we just need to wait for the judge to sign off on them. I am keeping my fingers crossed that all will be good and we won't have to go to court for a hearing.
I have been dating almost every week. What a scary thing! It has been pretty fun though. Now I find myself juggling chats and phone calls from several interesting prospects every night. It is nice to finally have some attention and some compliments from a man. I have missed it!
There is one man in particular (Todd) that I met last week. WOW - it was instant chemistry! Both of us actually freaked out a bit that it was so natural. I have never had that happen with anyone before, and it is really scary. I am not sure if it will work out, but it gives me hope that eventually I will find someone new and build a new life with.
Also - we are finally moving to the place we have wanted for over a year. So excited!
Yesterday I got a weird job offer, and now my stomach is in knots trying to figure out what to do. Today should be an interesting day...............
I just need to keep telling myself that I am strong, and I can do this. Life is so difficult and scary right now, and there are days where I just want to cry. But there are also days where I am so hopeful and thankful that I see the changes and the light at the end of the tunnel.
ONWARD!
After months of dragging things out, both me and my ex are finally moving on. We both signed the papers last week, and now we just need to wait for the judge to sign off on them. I am keeping my fingers crossed that all will be good and we won't have to go to court for a hearing.
I have been dating almost every week. What a scary thing! It has been pretty fun though. Now I find myself juggling chats and phone calls from several interesting prospects every night. It is nice to finally have some attention and some compliments from a man. I have missed it!
There is one man in particular (Todd) that I met last week. WOW - it was instant chemistry! Both of us actually freaked out a bit that it was so natural. I have never had that happen with anyone before, and it is really scary. I am not sure if it will work out, but it gives me hope that eventually I will find someone new and build a new life with.
Also - we are finally moving to the place we have wanted for over a year. So excited!
Yesterday I got a weird job offer, and now my stomach is in knots trying to figure out what to do. Today should be an interesting day...............
I just need to keep telling myself that I am strong, and I can do this. Life is so difficult and scary right now, and there are days where I just want to cry. But there are also days where I am so hopeful and thankful that I see the changes and the light at the end of the tunnel.
ONWARD!
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