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Just when I think I should maybe postpone my next attempt I am reminded that I am no longer needed. I was going to postpone it until after we get back from St. George. but I am thinking Friday may not be such a bad idea. That way I don't have to go and it will hopefuly be too late for anyone to change plans. Of course if my mom get the kids back then well it's better I am not around. well fuck it I dont even know why I write these anymore no one reads them not even me and I am sick of this. early on the 14th I will upload my last one in case someone wonders why I dont text back.