ar anniversary of Mom's Passing...

Can I cry to you a thousand times a thousand?  Can I dream you up and talk to you in a world which is upside down and filled with riddles?  You who helped me enter this physical world have left me here to finish my job and what ever that job is, it has yet to be done, or POOF I would be part of the dark side of conscious time.
More so since you left, I have been blessed with more visions, more insight to the after life, the other side than ever before - - My dreams now fuse with others I know who have passed over and they give me messages for others....and this is truly a gift...and strange at the same time.  
I see you are happy where you are.  You have friends, you dance,  you laugh,  you have proved to me the existence of God through your celestial body given to you upon entry to this new world in which you hover somewhere above time -  and all weather -  and physical dimensions.  I hear you in my head...and I am not crazy...I have heard you in my head for years when you were alive and certainly now more that you are dead....and I know you can now be more in tune with me than ever before and you ask I embrace this.  However, my frailty as a human being is so abject, so wobbly and so feeble these days - the days we near to your three year anniversary of your passing