Another sad day

Tomorrow will be our 22nd wedding anniversary, and I'm already crying.  I miss Gene so much sometimes I simply can't stand it.  I think of him every day, especially in the morning when I wake up and he's not there.  It's been 15 months since he died and the pain is still unbearable at times.  Not looking forward to tomorrow.
We got my mother moved out of my house and into an assisted living apartment on Monday.  It is smaller than what we expected, but just right for her.  She won't have a phone or cable TV until today, so won't be able to talk to her til tonight to see how she's doing.  She is only 3 blocks from my sister, so I know she will be well taken care of.  Better than what I could do for her.  My grief is just too overwhelming to deal with her sometimes and it wasn't fair to her.