Almost reached for a drink
There's something inside of me that keeps thinking I can handle alcohol, something that tries to convince my logical brain that I could drink and not go overboard... I almost grabbed a drink tonight. I don't know if I truly think I can handle alcohol, or if other people telling me I can handle it is what's causing me to think this way. It's not the first time I've felt like I would be okay with a drink.. Part of me seriously wants to give in and try again. I guess I have a lot of thinking to do.... Is it worth the risk?
*add 577 days to sobriety count, restarted based on an accidental sip of alcohol.
*add 577 days to sobriety count, restarted based on an accidental sip of alcohol.
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599 days sober, drinking intentionally would restart that entirely... Is it worth it? I don\'t want to live life always wondering if it would be okay, always afraid of having a drink, panicking when I accidentally do... I don\'t want to get drunk, I just want to know I can have one drink and be okay.....
You have done it I will keep praying that you can keep your head held high you have come so very far sweetie very proud of you some can hold just one some can\'t only you will know that please do not let others in your head saying more look at all your numbers it will help you to remember how far you have come you know me I speak from my heart ****I Luv u****