achieving goals in a similar vein

goals which could lead to the ultimate, or a situation that is equally as rewarding, if not more so.
i just started harmonizing with someone who had a hit grunge pop band in the era in which i was boppin my head and smoking secret cigarettes and pondering my teenage life. same era in which i was enamored of eddie vedder and pearl jam. from the same city, my beloved seattle. 
after two practices i was able to perform with him in three songs this past weekend. the response was incredible. his response was incredible. apparently my voice and harmonizing skills and creativity are incredible. honestly, i'm only me, i just do what i do and try to do it the best i can. the songs, the harmonies, they write themselves, you just have to understand the language that tells you where to find them and what they want to be...
it's scary as hell. i am terrified. i am a bundle of nerves, neck keeps freezing up. as my boyfriend explains it, i am psychosomatic. better than being plain psycho... keep forgetting ot breathe, and my anxieties manifest themselves physically as a result. and breathing is important in singing.
gig in seattle in may for the cd release. possible tour this summer. i have never done this before, but it appears i am cut out for it. here's to the present! best present i have experienced for myself in quite some time.