a quick note to me.

sarah,

dont you dare let the nightmares and feelings of emptyness keep you in another rut. I've known you to go through far worse and seen you pull yourself out with a beautiful smile. you've been keeping up with your classes and hectic work scheduale, making me so proud of you for not letting your fear of people keep you from being responsible. I know your really needing peace and quiet to yourself and you will get that, but it's gonna take some time. For now please just keep meditating a little every morning and night, keep drawing and keep smiling to yourself in the morror. You are loved, you are needed you are worth the moon and the stars and I love you.