a little less pain

Its another night of anxiety, but with my music and deep breathing I've been able to overcome it so far. I'm going to attempt to sleep without nyquil tonight, I just hope this works. I'm still missing my boyfriend terribly and wishing I could just text him goodnight but I promised myself I wouldnt try to contact him till he spoke to me first. It really hurts, so baddly I just want this all to be done with.