ugh
made it nearly four months without drinking. had one slip up that wasn't so bad and then yerstday i went on a binge. balckouted. acted crazy. drank the next day. now i'm nursing my hangover. living with this insane japanese boy again who is volatile and mean to me half the time, but the other half of the time he is kinda and caring. i'm really lonely out here. i wish i didn't drink, it was an awful and terrible mistake and i never want to do it again. ugh ugh ugh.
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Don\'t beat yourself up over it. I know how you feel though. Just get on with it as you\'re doing so well to make 4 months. Just keep going - you\'re doing great and get down about the binge. Just work on strategies to try not making this happen again. Good luck.. You are not alone with all this.
I know how you feel. Gentle hugs.
I can totally relate. I am so sorry. Get back on the wagon! Sweat it all out in a good yoga sesh! Say Sayonara to that Nihonjin!