thinking back to times when the fear was if id cut my self at night
i always said anyone outside that situation would never under stand it
.i was a bit like smashing up your room but in a silent waythat no one would see
im glad thats so far behind me
.i was a day by day thing and in the end its all just passed time
and thats good
i get through all these days ,i get through
you keep moving
even when you stop
its like being in a conveyer belt ,time shoves you along
.i do get huge fears about life and death
waves of panic and also times of great numb ness
life is confusing
i always said anyone outside that situation would never under stand it
.i was a bit like smashing up your room but in a silent waythat no one would see
im glad thats so far behind me
.i was a day by day thing and in the end its all just passed time
and thats good
i get through all these days ,i get through
you keep moving
even when you stop
its like being in a conveyer belt ,time shoves you along
.i do get huge fears about life and death
waves of panic and also times of great numb ness
life is confusing
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It sounds kind of selfless to cut yourself.
Like you don\'t want any attention or to hurt anyone else.
I\'m glad it\'s behind you too.
Great words, again. \"You keep moving even when you stop.\"
I think you are a poet or songwriter. I think I\'ve told you that before.