people tell me not to think back
but my head jumps time like a tv
im over many years in an instant
old rooms old situations
memorys
a person canot be like this
but my head jumps time like a tv
im over many years in an instant
old rooms old situations
memorys
a person canot be like this
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I think that is post trauma.
Like soldiers who return from war.
a person wants to forget but the brain won\'t allow it.
hi hope your doing ok
morning are quite bad for me right now
i wake a feel i dont want to get up
gone from working so hard to just wanting to close down till summer
cant talk to people i know
i get shut out or its just not worth trying to explain
a few times ive wanted to talk but thought best to be silent
mornings are hard
Thanks! I\'m doing okay.
Glad to be working again.
I read this really great book about the future
and people would go into fallow states.
maybe you are ahead of your time?
all the hard work could have
made you tired. i think you will get your
working desire back again.
from my diary tonight ,
saddend went on a sort of date with h
she drove down here for once
it was like her crashing into the world i know
so it was like a referance against my past dates
it didnt hold up to well
.it was like passing time with a friend
i miss the optimisum of love and a future
.is this totally flawed