more or less give up to the fact
i will get money stopped and maybe pay a big chunk back
 
.its unfair really because i put so much time into things
and loose out so much doing it
 
the other day sat in my car thinking about all this
while stressed about the things im trying to build invent and create
and i dont have an income while i do this
but i am making things that will sell in the end
 
i thought im an inventor
,i always was at school i always made things
i would have kids make jokes about me being a proffesor
and i thought i am an inventor
i always wanted to be that really
but to do that im broke
in the new year i need to sell this stuff and put my mind in to sales
maybe get help to sell this stuff too
i have quite a range of stuff that i can sell but im just one person
 

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JournalReader
JournalReader

Maybe i can help?

I\'m not a salesperson but I do graphic design.
I can write, too.

Inventors are smart. Like philosophers. I\'m glad you see
how smart you are now! Progress!!!!
alantm
alantm

thanks for the offer
reading this back reminds me i have to cope with people again.
with these tax problems that i have right now (have to be sent in by dec 2nd for one and dec 12th for the other ) it just points out how im not like everyone else

i really live cut off as much as i can
.i do feel like a mental retard or something
even my girlfriend ? H
said she has no idea what i do for a living
i just tend to create if i can

tax people chacing me has dragged me back to the 9 to 5
existance

typing out all these things for tax has shown up my spelling
and comuniction skills again

i spelt look as luck
and otheres way worse

H says she just has to guess at my phone texts and thats with auto spell
i make sentences in an odd way back filling a lot
.in some ways i am smart but the ways that in teract with the world im
an idiot
JournalReader
JournalReader

I have a feeling it\'s the world that is the idiot.

Not you.

Some of the smartest people I know have trouble with spelling.

Especially with the English language.