should i be typing here
update?
im living like ive pushed myself away from the shore
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what triggered a post here
i spelt 9aid today
.i had to make notes
9 was a p
i also had to fill in a form
and i couldnt spell my name
even though i tell myself
a before e like the alphabet
it still looked wrong and i didnt trust it
.i had to google my name
other stupid hurtful stuff is going on
but im to worn down to type it
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also i paid to see someone about my spine
it was a special offer
so i will see them ...i have no idea when
life is ....difficult
dreams are worse
update?
im living like ive pushed myself away from the shore
--
what triggered a post here
i spelt 9aid today
.i had to make notes
9 was a p
i also had to fill in a form
and i couldnt spell my name
even though i tell myself
a before e like the alphabet
it still looked wrong and i didnt trust it
.i had to google my name
other stupid hurtful stuff is going on
but im to worn down to type it
---
also i paid to see someone about my spine
it was a special offer
so i will see them ...i have no idea when
life is ....difficult
dreams are worse
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life IS difficult. I AGREE.
Do you think it gets easier with age?
gets easier with age...i would have said that before 2 years ago when i got really hurt again
it gets easier when it gets easier ,,,,thas how i see it
that sounds much healthier.
Ever considered that you have PTSD?
I ask because the confusion. The 9 as p and such. I get confused at times - just in a different way. Stress on the brain can really impact it.
stress can mess me up ....
stopped selling stuff for about 2 months now ...
my creative side is working again ,inventing a few things and fixing up ways to Fix work problems
still havent got round to seeing about my back
last 2 days have been hard work days
but made a lot of progress over the last 2 weeks
i was on a roll till a stressful event tonight
and also church girl sent me an email that i think i will have to
just ignore
stress. so then will this stress pass?