dont know what to think of myself
in someways im so much less
.i was a mess before but was i more ?
im so much less now
.the i thing has been here from 2008
now there is dedication
read back some of my old pages
so much suffering
i have suffering or the dead
where is love and romance
wish i had more love ...some love
in my life
,i miss it so



at least you are aware of what you need.

i don\'t know why, but i have this feeling
you will find it.

i dont know
.i feel as though im not going to reach anything
lifes like a rain drop heading down a windscreen
some just go to nothing
im getting very worried
.im going to nothing
im getting less and less
.im fading to nothing