deleted_user 02/04/2011
i doubt you could lack depth if you tried!

deep is not an issue for you.

your depth is something natural. instinctual.
something you don\'t ever have to TRY to be.

maybe you are just lacking energy and motivation.
like tired.

alantm 02/04/2011
I am tired....
.got got told maybe your goals are to high right now
this week has flown by
not enough time at all

spent most of it trying to find a new car
today i got one ...hopfuly i did well

time will see

i spent the money i set aside for the USA trip
.i said i could go there or buy a car
see its true

my old car needs to be scraped or moved on to whatever

that has upset me quite a bit
my car is a lot like me
its not great
not the best car around but it kept going
and it could be fixed but it wont be.
its miles are to high for sales now
.its a gonner
maybe it wont be scrapped by the buyer
it runs well just the wheels all need fixing

ran its self into the ground
its a bit like a horse to me .

the car is part of points over the years

i remember my turkish ex in that car
places we went
her sleaping as i drove
picking her up
leaving at the airport when she went
sat in the car trying to gather myself
even the day i came to this site
i had sat thinking about my life and how it was falling to dark
awful thoughts

church girl said her heart would jump at the sight of a car that looked like mine incase i were coming

my car always made it
and was always there
it was there more than the people were
and always got me back safe

its not a great car
but i do have love for it